Worldly Chatter

There are days where I simply lack the ability to write. I don’t know what to write or how to write it. Today is one such day and I am fearful. My absence yesterday is not helping and with so much going on, I am finding it rather difficult to concentrate. It has been a mentally exhausting week; Momma Dutchie is in the hospital in Den Haag. We are over an hour away so we have only been able to visit her on Saturday to Sunday and then Wednesday to Thursday; not nearly as much as Dutchie and I would like but with money tight and the distance between us, we simply cannot hop in the car and drive every morning to Den Haag.
The distance only adds to the already exhausting, painful week. Momma Dutchie is sick and not much that they can do for her. My thoughts rest on her and with Dutchie who is desperately trying to hang on. My heart feels heavy and my stomach turns and not much wants to settle. I want so much to be there for Dutchie and Momma Dutchie, be of some use but what is there to do? I can be here and that is about all I can do, it is a painful revelation.
I apologize, dear readers that I did not write yesterday. I was not near a computer and did not have the mind set to write something quirky, funny and productive. It is looking as though it is the same today but I have to put forth some effort right. After all, I have another one to write, make up for yesterday and I am near a computer again. I must try. I will have something better, something more enjoyable to read. I just ask for your patience and understanding. I will have it up shortly.